Monday, January 28, 2008

32 and counting...

Yet another uneventful day comes to an end...almost. I hate Mondays. It's not like they're bad or anything, I just hate it when the weekend is over. I can't wait until Spring Break. Four weeks. Four weeks until we get a whole 9 days off of school! I can't wait. It's not that I have any super great plans or anything. I mean I'm going to Florida with my roommate which is cool and all; but really I could be going anywhere away from here and I'd be happy. School is just so stressful. I find it espcially stressful because everyone around me knows what they want to major in and exactly what they want to do with their life. I, however, don't I feel like I'm going to be in college for the rest of my life and I'm never going to figure out what I want to do. I know it sounds pathetic, but I really wouldn't mind just getting married and being a housewife. I know I could be good at that. I don't really know anything else I'm good at. I mean right now I'm a vocal performance major, because that's the only thing I knew I was good at, but after taking classes for it, I realized that my heart wasn't in it and that it wasn't what I saw myself doing my whole life. It really just stresses me out to think about it.

So back to spring break. I really just can't wait to take a vacation. My roommate and I love to go on little road trips just to get away. Like last weekend when we went to Nashville, and I went to Sewanee to visit my boyfriend. It was only for three days, but those three days were an escape. An escape from this constant drama-filled life here at the U of M. Don't get me wrong, I love it here; but sometimes you just need to get away. And I feel like I need to get away all the time. I wish I could just go up to Sewanee to visit my boyfriend every weekend. It's so peaceful up there. There's no crime, everyone knows each other, and everyone is so nice. It's like going to a little resort in the mountains. *sigh* But I guess you have to come back to reality eventually. So for now I'm just counting down the days until spring break. 32!!!! 32 days!!!

1 comment:

Daniel Hernandez said...

i totally understand what you mean about getting away. i feel like im in a bubble when im at school. and everything i do someones gonna be judging me you know. but its cool that you have your place to go when you wanna escape. im still looking for that place. well i found one but it involved credit cards and lots of cloth aka american appearel. lol.