Disappointed

Today has been thoroughly disappointing so far. My boyfriend was supposed to come home from spring break today before he goes back to school on sunday. Instead, he decided just to ride back with his friends so he wouldn't have to make two trips. It really sucks though. I was looking forward to spending once last weekend with him before he went back to school because the next time I'll be able to see him is in the summer. It really sucks having a long distance relationship. You know, when you go from seeing someone almost everyday for a year, it's really hard not to. It's hard but we do it. It makes every time we see each other that much more special. And I know he loves his school and he hates being here, so I'm glad that he's happy. I just wish he could've come home this weekend. Now I'm sad and I have nothing to do until my roommate gets off work. We've decided to have a pity party this weekend. She's recently had some boy trouble too and now I'm sad because of this, so we're just gonna drink and be sad all weekend. Sometimes it just feels good to feel sorry for yourself every now and then. Not all the time of course, but just for a little while. It's refreshing to cry a little...or a lot in my case once I've had a few drinks....and just get everything out of your system. So that's what we're doing. As soon as she gets off work we're eating dinner at El Porton as we do every Friday and then going to a friends house. Then tomorrow my parents will be going out of town so I'm spending then night and taking care of our pets so I think I'll have a few friends over to entertain me. Then I'm looking forward to not having to go to work on Sunday...instead I have Opera practice. So while it's not the weekend I was expecting of hanging out with my wonderful boyfriend, I guess I'll get through it and count down the days until summer when he's finally back home!